5/8/2021 0 Comments Falkovideo ??? ???
Im sure you will find lots of people here who you can relate to.It is against the Forum Rules to discuss paraphilias as the main topic of a post anywhere at PsychForums.You are entering a forum that contains discussions of a sexual nature, some of which are explicit.
This forum is intended to be a place where people can support each other in finding healing and healthy ways of functioning. Discussions that promote illegal activity will not be tolerated. Please note that this forum is moderated, and people who are found to be using this forum for inappropriate purposes will be banned. Psychforums works hard to ensure that this forum is law abiding. Moderators will report evidence of illegal activity to the police. I am a 20 year old woman and for as long as I can remember I have been attracted to young boys. Obviously this was fine when I was younger, but now that I am 20 it is a real problem. I know I referred to myself as a pedophile, but (after doing some research into my attraction) I believe I am something called a hebephile, meaning I am mostly attracted to 11-14 year olds. I find myself sexually attracted to boys that are usually around this age group, though it is not just sexual- sometimes I find myself desiring a relationship with them. I dont generally find myself attracted to boys under 10, however there have been a few instances in which I have been, though it is not in quite the same way as I desire the older boys. I am actually bisexual but I am not attracted to underage girls AT ALL. It may also be worth mentioning that I do suffer from OCD, however I dont believe this to be a case of POCD (obsessing about being a pedophile). I have no childhood traumas or abuse etc, I had an excellent childhood. I have a boyfriend that is the same age as me, though I find myself becoming increasingly disinterested in him due to my fantasies about young boys. Im not sure what set this into motion (though it has always been there). I dont feel comfortable telling any of this to a councillor or to friends and family. I am a reasonably normal girl in most other ways but I have this big secret and its weighing me down, which is why I am posting on this forum now- I basically need someone to talk to about it I know that my feelings are unnatural and shouldnt be acted upon, but the thought of doing so excites me.how do I get over this Has anybody gone through is going through something similar I did some research into female paedophiles and came across loads of articles saying DO FEMALE PEDOPHILES EXIST This makes me feel really alone- is my condition really that rare because of this I havent been able to find any useful info that can help me in relation to being a female pedophile- let alone a hebephile. Falkovideo ??? ??? Free To CommentI hope I get some responses on this, even if you dont know much about the area please feel free to comment, it will really help me feel not so alone. Thanks. There are a couple of female hebephiles here, not me actually, but I can totally relate, Im a girl and I find that people think that only men have paraphilias. It makes it hard for us to find any useful information for ourselves when most studies about paraphilias only include male subjects. If you are really a hebephile (and dont just suffer POCD, and I believe what you said that you dont think thats you), youll probably be dealing with this for a very long time Sorry. Thanks for posting, it takes a lot of bravery to write all of this even on an anonymous forum. I dont think female pedophileshebephiles are really that uncommon.
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